Out From His Dwelling

A promising daughter was brought to live a life with the natural human virtues love, anger, pride, and envy for whom no one is in exemption living in this carnal nature. But nonetheless the beauty that was in her heart is humility and solitaire.

Surprisingly, She' grows very competitive from discovering then that her life is beyond the walls of shell. Leaving the place behind the east is a hard-bitten change of her culture. But seeing herself in the west from the moment made her out from dwelling a quite unknown self. Dreams to her can never be a reality, until it was carried through. She' believes that life starts from here.

Confused and in struggle when She' made a decision and nothings a chance of going back. It was an unstoppable worry at that time of unclear vision. Wearing that black toga seems unreachable. It was when She' quited school almost finishing a 5 year named course.

The thought of knowing yourself doesn't stop. It is a journey of learning.A couple of year is as fast as staring the clock's long hand turn around. It made her worry again of those wasted years unproductive and no matter how, age goes along in time. Looking forward then on the coming graduation day is an accomplishment, but there came another mysterious consequence of breaking her covenant to God. It was an answered prayer of punishment. At first, She' cannot grasp to that penalty, however holding on to that great promise from his Word, She' never gave up and still looking forward wearing that black toga and marching on towards that goal made her stand.

In a couple of weeks She' will be giving birth. Though fear and excitement was in her heart to see her angel's face, her struggle to cope the requirements and passing the defense made her hold on to that day. She' was able to complete her thesis sure enough to step on stage and made her a certified graduate.



Two more weeks and the ceremony becomes a reality. Excited but felt frustrated since it is her time to bear an angel. Is She' gonna see herself march on stage with that ample sized tommy? She' was tired and gasping for air to breath, it was time to see the doctor. Excited to hear her angel's heart beat the doctor finds hard what she needs to know. The doctor asks impatiently, “did you happen to discharge this child inside?” It was a disturbing question that runs through her blood and made her yell, “No!”. I don't know what happened but I am helpless of losing my angel.

The pain was tremendous. How can this be? Staying calm would not help. Knowing that She' will be delivering her angel normally hurts her more. She' never understand still born but going home without an angel to hold and carry on is such a painful moment for the couple. Tears are both in their eyes...